Hey, I just want to update so I won't get deleted or whatever... I don't know if they do that here... anyway, I am down to 129 pounds!!!  Woohoo!  I mean, I know it's not that great, but it is to me.  I haven't weighed in the 120s for about 3 years.  I'm 5'7 and even though 129 is still kinda fat, it's my best so far.  By the end of this month, I hope to get down to at least 125.  My target weight is 110, and you know what?  I know I can do it!! 

I'm totally addicted to http://www.hotornot.com ... holy crap.  It's amazing how many people think they're hot when they're all fat and gross.  Well, to each their own though... I shouldn't be so fucking shallow.  Fuck me.

I also got to start losing more weight (AND EXERCISING!!!) because my boyfriend is starting his diet now, that Atkins diet, and the skinnier he gets, the bigger it will make me look.  But it's okay for guys to have meat on their bones, I don't like deathly skinny guys, it's a turn off.  I mean, how would they protect you if needed if their arm could be snapped in half in two seconds?  He's a husky guy, and I absolutely love him that way, but I totally support his desire to lose weight, just as long as he doesn't lose too much.  He's got a football player body... broad shoulders, muscular arms... nice ass...  That's what I love, but he just wants to lose some around the middle. 

Okay, I don't know why I went into the weightloss stories of my life, but anyway,  I'm happy for the both of us.

Oh... I rented that movie 'Thirteen' the other day... it was really annoying and it was really obvious that it was written by a 15 year old, or whatever.  My point is... I wouldn't recommend it to anyone, it's not a life changing movie.  See you on the flip side.

-Jess